when peoplz look at me they see a happy person whos always smiling and happy but
infact they dont know wat i really am holding is a mask.........im not da person
most peoplz think i am.

                i used be one of those good girls who would always do what their mom
said....
                but that all changed in a blink of an eye....
                my mom has started dating this loser [and im sooooooooo mad]
                when he comes over i just say ''hi" and leave
                everynight me & my mom have a fight and it always end with Ever [the guy
my moms dating]
                im tired of all the fighting 
               my mom thinks im crazy so shes decided to take me to phsycology and i
dont know why
                i occasionly shout but thats all 
                my parents are divorced
                my dads married and has two annoying little kids
                ive decide i want to leave far a away as possible i told i wanted to
leave her [she just ignored me and read a book]
                im not gonna lie i have cried and told her how i fell but she wont
hear
                i feel like to her i dont care to her anymore all the bitch cares about
is getting a man before she turns all wrinkley
                i matter dont i??
                will she ever see that im not happy and tell that man "im sorry but things got
to be over... my daughter is important "
                these are words i have dreamed of.. that will come out of her bitchy
mouth
                maybe living with my dad wont be such a big deal
                the proble is my stepmom is very mean and strict
                 the choices are either having a new stepmom or stepdad
                my life may not matter to yew but i feel better if i let all this anger
out
                                  thanx 4 reading !!

 PLEASE TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD DO !!
                GIVE ME SUM IDEAS
                         SHOULD I LIVE WIT MY DAD OR STAY AND SUFFER WIT MY MOM