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With Christmas in a few days alot has been on my mind. I would like to start off saying that i hope everyones has a
nice christmas. I hope that you all get to spend time with your familys and loved ones. Christmas is always a holiday i
try and block in my head because all the traditions that my dad is no longer here for. Like putting up the christmas
tree. And me and my dad always staying up late watching Christmas movies in the living room. All of that is gone and i
still find it hard to except. This whole 2009 year has been a hard one for me. I just really miss my dad. I have been
spending alot of time at the station where he used to work and spending alot of time with the guys . Being there always
makes me happy cause it makes me feel close to my dad. My uncle works there and all the other guys are like uncles to
me. They are a big part of my life. They tell me all the time how proud my dad would be of me. I hope everyday of my
life that my dad is looking down on me and saying that he is proud of me. I was speaking with one of the guys named Joe
the other day when i was there hanging out and he was like " your a living tribute to your father and have done so much
to help everyone remember not only your father but the other people lost that day" he said that would make my father
beyond proud. The guys tell me all the time what a great guy my dad was and i love being able to smile back at them and
say " yeah he really was on in a million". Nothing in the world will bring my dad back and it hurts to know that but
through my fathers death he and the other firemen and police officers lost on 9-11 can show the true meaning of a hero.
My dads life was taken so suddenly and violently and the least these men and women deserve is to be remember. I try and
think of it as i havent had to say goodbye to my dad forever its just a see you when its my time. I love and miss you
soooo much daddy. I hope your proud of me. Merry christmas in heaven dad. Everyone loves and misses you
I hope everyones has a nice holiday.
Last night i had a crazy dream , a wish was granted just for me, i didnt ask for money, or a mansion in malibu i simply
wished for you more day with you. One more day, one more sunset but then again i know what it would do, leave me wishing
still for one more day with you
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