"It's really hard to decide when you're too tired to hold on.
Yet, you're too in love to let go."
Hallo. Jeg er Gunnar. 17.
Jeg hater deg. Ha det bra. (:
'Kay so. I know you can't read this because you're possibly in a new
life-- Wait no, scratch that, you are in a new life.
I just needed to put you on my profile.
I miss you, I know you'd want me to stop saying this. But I won't.
I love you, you'd want me to stop saying this also. I still won't.
I always think of you, though I bet if you were still here you'd tell
me to stop. Though I probably couldn't be able to stop.
I wish you were still here. Though maybe you didn't want to be with me
I need you. I know, you'd hate it when I would tell you that.
Even when you left me on the worst day of my life, I don't know how, I
don't know why,
but I still love you. Just as much back than.
I miss how we used to hang out on saturday's and go to Taco Bell!
The workers knew us, and now they ask me when I go there, "Where's
Marcus?" or "What happened to Marcus?" They never got the truth. I
always told them, "He won't be in for a while.." Like you just moved
away. It hurted me. I hate it.
I'll miss your humor.
I'll miss your laugh.
I'll miss your smile.
I'll mis your.. Well, everything.
I miss how we stayed up all night, talking about how shitty our lives
I'll miss your hugs, even if they weren't filled with real honesty.
I'll miss your kisses, they filled me with so much happiness. Even if
you didn't feel the same.
I miss how I always smiled at you for no apprent reason.
I'm going to miss how we sang along to "Rock You Like A Hurricane" in
your car and "What Is Love?"
I'll miss the feeling I had when there was only one person I could
talk to in the world,
and it was you.
I wish you didn't have to leave.. Did you even have a good reason?
I just wish you told me you loved me too, when I said "I love you!".
It hurts, it still does.
I don't understand why you had to leave, even if you didn't love me,
I'll always say I'll love you forever.
I'll miss, and think about you everyday.
I know others told me to stop holding on to the past and look forward
to the future;;
but I can't. I won't.
I love you.