I need help with my relationship so I have joined this website. I am
engaged to a man who i have been with for 4 years. We got engaged a
few months ago.
In the first year of our relationship, he was having an online affair
with a married woman 20 years older than him. I caught him and he
apologized and agreed to change.
In the second year, he kissed another woman and called our
relationship off. He didn't give me any reasoning until a month later
when he wanted to get back together.
In the third year, he was struggling with his smoking addiction and I
was getting him to stop but he kept lying to me about it.
Last week, I caught him searching up some random girls on facebook.
When I confronted him, he hit me. He apologized and asked for another
This week, he tried deleting the history but he was searching up girls
on facebook again.
I don't know what to do.
His family is lovely to me. My parents love him so much.
We have been living together for the last 2 and a half years and we
are very happy together apart from these hiccups. I am constantly a
detective, trying to separate his truths and lies. It hurts me so much
and I feel so humiliated, disrespected and unloved. The biggest
problem is, I do love him a lot.