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26 F United States of America
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-------------------------------------------------------------- Eighteen.Single.Texting.Candy.Tattoos.Toys.Coffee. Oregon. I make the most horrible first impressions, try and give me a second chance. I'm awkward, I don't know the right thing to say and I think everything is embarressing so therefore I keep my mouth shut and seem stuck up because of it. I'm afraid of any group I don't know, when its larger then three which makes me extremely ant-social but I know if I hate you or not, in the first 30 seconds of meeting you. Single;; I've learned to not trust every great thing that comes along, not to fall too fast, and not to believe in storybook romances. I want a boy who can help me trust again and i want something thats real. I'm stubborn. I make everything hard and im difficult to understand. I push everyone away and I'll never tell you whats wrong when I'm upset. I get mad too fast and hurt to easy. I'm quick to assume and its impossible for me to trust. Sadly i can't help any of this so I lose everyone in a matter of weeks. Just know, even know i act like I'm mad, im probably upset. If i push you away, its because i know you can hurt me. I know this makes no sense but its to help hold up my glorious wall I've built. Please forgive me ahead of time for the way i may treat you. I usually regreat all of it, I'm trying to change. I promise. Fuck your drama. Fuck your bullshit. Fuck your opinions. Fuck your lies. I have come to realize that everyone is fake. No one is entirely real.Try and prove me wrong. --------------------------------------------------------------------------

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