Okay... as of right now, my life is totally fucked. I have no clue
what I am doing anymore. All of the people that I held so close are
starting to fade... both of the dates I held so close are gone. And I
don't know what I am doing. Am I really worth saving? I'm too scared
to say what's worth saying. Everybody knows that this is the part
where I break down in anyones arms. I pray that this is right. If not,
my life is fucked. My life is fucked already? What am I saying? I
pushed everyone away, I moved away from all of my friends. Away from
some people that I care deeply about. I don't know what I was
thinking. I'm second guessing everything I do. I guess ill just crawl
in a corner and wait for someone to accept me like I always do. I'm
thinking about deleating this profile. Cause once again all the people
I talked to on here no longer care for me., paige, victoria, and
katie. Kenzie and paige especially. I am so sorry for everything I put
you guys through. Though you may never talk to me again. I am sorry.
Everything was my fault. I know this now. just please know that I
still care about you guys. It may seem that I don't but inside I
really do. I hope you can forgive me. I've lost everything when I
walked from you paigei apologize. For everything I did. . Neither of
you deserve anything I did. I know you guys will find someone better.
Just move on and forget about me. I'm worthless. You're better off
without me... and I'm better off alone.