LUPIN , 20
i have a nickname,its Apple
I do not no how to write myself in words, but I cannot conform and
write a simple lyric or quote type thing on a artsy backround here
...but here goes my attempt at socail networking.
years go by ,fly even … I really hate that, I think toomuch
rubbish,i hardly talk . ,i like sour candys, and wine. I am scared of
most humans in rl, hate crowds, hate loudness, hate sunlight , I wish
I was a jellyfish. I hug trees , I scar my knees , i am super clumsy,
and i shred my clothes for fun. I much perfer to be hidden away in my
smokey lamplit bedroom listening to grungey 80s punkrock , living on
noodles and pasta cause its all i afford, and never known or seen to
the world.. & that is as true as ever , i do not really have many
friends, and I do not really step out or speak out or stand out. mm
not intouch with my roots but I am something of a runty mixture ,with
greek been the most dominant ...big family, scatterd worldly.
If i do step out i bundle myself in layers of scarfs and my gaint
hair always hides my sleepy tired dark eyes / I guess i have various
anxiety types when life involves people ( there are some exceptions /
you would no if that included you .. & hearts ) .
I am nocternal and I hate the daytime and anything sunlight related,
sunlight gives me freckles like woah , i love gloomy days and when it
rains, i just want to sleep in it (the rain) ,and i love bizzare sea
creatures and doodleing on my own skin.
body heat doesnt exist on me, thus giving me forever many gothic-kid
refs like vampire kid and immortal creepy kid that is sickly pale
...maybe i shouldnt have spat blood at people in my childhood, people
find me strange, no i donnot just say this, i love with realiing it
I am always very tired (looking and feeling) i never sleep well,if i
do ,i dream somuch wtf stuffs that i wake up exhausted . I wanna be an
akward scruffy rockstar or a extravagant high fashion makeup artist -
,generally though .. i study ,wonder wtf is next to come, i earn some
money at a fashion studio in which I just get by on… I collect many
odd things, ima typical movie/book geek, i procrastinate at an A+
level, i have no fear , i hate crowds and loud people in my face,
i get gigglefits hours after something was funny and when i am in the
oddest place/ my "giggle" apprently is the defination of evil / i am a
pyromaniac / I love love love ART.
message moi :3