So many times I've wanted to give up and let go. But, this feeling inside is the only thing keeping
me from letting it all fade away.
Uhhh... hmmm not really sure where to start. I'm trying to be a
normal teenage girl, but feel like i belong in a higher step of life.
I love my boyfriend more than I ever thought I could love someone, him
and my family and my friends are everything. I'm going to collage in
the fall to be an automotive technician, and I'm in high hopes that
that will work out. Right now I work at McDonalds, I'm saving money to
pay for collage, then I want to find a place for me and my boyfriend.
My family doesn't approve of my boyfriend, and sometimes that makes
things difficult, but I believe when the time comes he will make
changes for the better. Since I was young I've been like obsessed with
falling in love, and when I actually did it was so much more than I
ever expected. I have a past that haunts me, I've made mistakes, and
I'm sure I'll make plenty more, but I do my best to do what I believe
is right, even if that's not the same view as society. I've spent a
lot of my life being walked on and I'm finally learning to stand up
for myself, and to know when it's okay to just tell someone no. Uhh,
well I guess that gives you a small glimpse of me.