somebody_kill_me_please 15 F Canary Islands
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-If you dont like Emos then leave this profile!-
Oii Luvz^^
Im Courtney=]
As you can tell by my sign in name I am emo.
A word I say a lot "luv"
Im Bi
Im 14 turning 15 In Augest=]
Im Really nice I like to talk to people=]
Im Singel.
im Looking for someone that loves me and that I care for.
I live in Woodstock Canada its near london ontario.
I Love london=]
With All the malls.
Ive been in a few realationships and most of them Ive gotten heart
broken=[
One of my best of Friends is on he his name is Rebel_without_a_cause
hes the best=]
I live with my dad
I got kickd out of my moms.
cause I used to be a really big druggie.
I Did Heroine,Meth,Crack,Cocain,oxycotten,estisees,and crystal meth.
If any of You think Of trying it your seriously mistaking.
Its really bad shit.
I almost died from drug overdose.
From experence please donot try any of that shit.
Ive been clean since augest 21st
a day after my birthday.
I am Depressed at times.
If your one of my friends you will hear me say that I want to commit
suicide.
But I dont commit suicide I just want to sometimes.
Im im high school and I love it.
Im In grade nine.
If any of you are going into grade nine next year, it is somewhat
scarry on the first day.
But, Its awesome after a while.
You'll meet so many awesome new friends.
You'll meet so many awesome new friends.
<";">
I love making my own songs and stuff.
Heres one of them that I just made recently.
My Lifes Confusing
My lifes A joke
Its Just Pathedic
my heart is broke
You Saw Me in A empty place
and you never saw me there.
My lifes just so unfair.
(scream-o sings)
IM INVISABLE
IM INVISABLE
IM INVISABLE AS YOU MAKE ME FEEL!
If I just Disapear
Then My Mom Will Be So Impressed
And It Might Help The Pain
Go Away For Aldeternaty
They Through Rocks At Me And You Just Staired
And You Didnt even Care!
(scream-o Sings)
IM INVISABLE
IM INVISABLE!
IM INVISABLE AS YOU MAKE ME FEEL!
Maybe if i jump off champlain
maybe it will end this pain
Then I wont be under so much stress and not so depressed.
(scream-o Sings)
YOU JUST WALKD RIGHT BY ME
AND YOU LOOKD RIGHT THOUGH ME!
AND NO ONE ELSE WAS THERE!
AND I KNOW YOU DONT EVEN CARE!
Everything at first was okay.
know i need to hide away.
and i just cant stand the pain.
Maybe Ill just run away.
I know my life wasnt supposed to be this way.
bleed bleed bleed From My Wounds
I just put this Gun to my head.
Youll be happier instead
If I wasnt here.
And i wont be able to see next year.
(scream-o Sings)
IM INVISABLE
IM INVISABLE
IM INVISABLE AS YOU MAKE ME FEEL!
Maybe if i just pull the trigger tight
Then I wont be in sight.
And i guess i will suppose.
well then here it goes.
(Gun shots)(i hit the floor with blood flowing out of my head as the
bitch that hurt
me comes and crys over my corps as i lay im my warm luke blood with
the gun still in
my hand)
I hoped you like it.
If you didnt its okay I need peoples opions so that I can make better
songs.
Well anyways.
I have to go.
If you want to find out more stuff about me?
Then Just send a message/letter/kupika chat
Well if so.
Hope to talk to you soon
ttyl Luvs<333
thats good to hear. you know, i was in (what i think is) your posistion at one
point about 2 years ago.
except, my parents were in a custody battle and i have genetic deppressive
dissorter on both sides on my family. i was basically sent into a depressive
state for 6 or 7 months. i had an extremely low self esteem, i didnt get out
much, didnt really talk to anyone...i was just so upset over my whole
situation. i wanted to kill myself. but one day, i was sick and tired of
feeling so alone. and i promised myself i would get back on my feet, whatever
it took and i did. im happy again. and i faught hard, and learned so much
through it all. i'm sure you could do the same if you gave it a little effort.
my major point being: surround yourself with people, music, interests, and
whatever else that makes you and only you happy. and even when your at the
lowest points in your life think about the glass half full because if things
really cant get any worse, than they can only get better.
thats good to hear. you know, i was in (what i think is) your posistion at one
point about 2 years ago.
except, my parents were in a custody battle and i have genetic deppressive
dissorter on both sides on my family. i was basically sent into a depressive
state for 6 or 7 months. i had an extremely low self esteem, i didnt get out
much, didnt really talk to anyone...i was just so upset over my whole
situation. i wanted to kill myself. but one day, i was sick and tired of
feeling so alone. and i promised myself i would get back on my feet, whatever
it took and i did. im happy again. and i faught hard, and learned so much
through it all. i'm sure you could do the same if you gave it a little effort.
my major point being: surround yourself with people, music, interests, and
whatever else that makes you and only you happy. and even when your at the
lowest points in your life think about the glass half full because if things
really cant get any worse, than they can only get better.
Ja.
Im really proud of you.
i do get into situation to the point when i feel suicidal.
when that happends i usally call up one of my friends and ask them to come over
cause im feeling shitty
and so they help me out,i also try to do it myself
i go for walks and it helps me think and make better choises and helps me feel
better in side and think differently and compaire my things from situations
that some people have had and think of some of mine are like.
and then i dont feel so depressed and i think about other things like happy
things not so negitive things
you know...i know your not going to like me saying this but fact of the matter
is that it wont ever be okay if you dont believe it will. thats called
pessimism. and a bad attitude toward basically everything will typically make
you wish you were dead. but mabye im just waisting my time trying to lift you
up a little bit.
its alright.
No your not wasiting your time.
I do that like all the time and it some what helps.
its what i do when i think of something that is not negitive.
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