Demons lurk in the darkest places of my mind.No matter how I try they wont let me forget.They knaw and chew on my
insanity,screeching and laughing all the time.They torment me with my own memories,reminding me of all I have lost.All
I can think is dark thingsof killing,abuse,and drugs.I wonder when it will ever end.Dead-end family,Dead-end life.Why
wont God put me out of my misery?All I ever do is fuss and cry,theres no end,no way out,im trapped in my twisted mind
for eternity.Why do I even bother to escape?I know ill just fall back to rock-bottom.My Mom is a drugee,my Dad doesnt
care.All I have are my struggleing Grand-parents.Why doesnt God help me?Does he not care for the life of a thirteen
year-old boy?All I can do is hope and pray, but dreams can only be crushed and replaced by pain and suffering.
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