hello. my name is Andi. I think i have some issues. I call myself a
sadistic retard because i'm a sadist and a retard.
Well, i'm not actuallly a sadist. I just think about doing sadistic
stuff like torturing and raping people. Particularly guys in my age
I added the retard because I feel as if I'm a really stupid person.
I really came to this site to further socialize myself. See if anyone
shares the same thoughts or "interests" as me. I would hope to find
that I'm not the only one who suffers from such problems.
Also, I even seek help for it. If you know how to council, i could
really use that too.
I'd like to emphasize that I made this profile in confidence, in hope
of not being judged, and in hope that I could get some kind of help or
even find out that I'm not alone.