Ok if you must know The name is Cassady.
the candles go up on the fifth of april in the year of 1995
I have the most amazing Boyfriend
His name is Nicholas
I cut myself for a long time but I don't do that any longer.
I will let you know that if you call me a name that isnt mine I will
call you one that isnt yours
I can be a little bit bitchy but who can't be?
I have been kinda like a student therepist for a while so if you need
help with some problem just ask and I might be able to help
Oh and I am so far away from girly girl you wouldnt believe it. I
would rather go jam out on a guitar than go shop, play football than
go and dance. well there are a lot more but I am too lazy to type
them.
I have millions of friends but the ones I wouldnt be here without
are
Michaela-14 four months older than me
Michael-13 three months younger than me
Ryan- 13 two months younger than me
Nicholas- 11 months and 3 days older than me
Emmett-13 four months younger than me
and lastly 
Dustin (my brother)- 15 years and two days older than me.

Ok I have two brothers and one sister.
Aimie- 25
Jayme- 22
Dustin- 28
Cassady- 13 (yeah I am the youngest)

Music?
Metro Station.  Fall out Boy.  Green Day.  System of a Down.  Lynard
Skynard.  Hillsong. 
Fly Leaf.  Never Shout Never.  3oh3.  Sanctus Real.  Anberlin. 
Nickelback.  
Maranda Lambert.  Maroon 5.  Hawthorne Heights.  Secondhand Serenade.
 Natalie Grant.   Blue October.  Jacks Maniquin.  Matchbox 20.  My
chemical romance.  Kellie Pickler.  
Kelly Clarkson.  Eagles.  Lynard Skynard.  Avril Lavigne. Pink.  
Aerosmith. Ozzy Osbourne. 
All American Rejects. FireFight. DC talk.  There are way more that I
am too lazy to type because I am really bored, however I will
probably listen to anything or have listened to anything. So any
recomendations?

Reading? Of Course.
Twilight Saga.  Harry Potter Series.  A Bible. Maximum Ride Series. 
The Diary Of a Teenage Girl (Chloe and Caitlin).  What My Girlfriend
Doesnt Know, Another Hideous Story Where the Mother Dies.  What My
Mother Doesnt Know. Septimus Heap*SP.  umm and thousands of others.

Writing? heres some

I have cut myself so deep
I have broken hearts
I have scared people half to death
I have stopped someone from making my mistakes
I have hurt the ones that I love
I have ran with scissors 
I have ran with knives
I have held my hands up to the skies
I have thought of the possibilities
That one of these days my problems would be forgotten
I have lost someone that I hold dear
I have cried for no reason
I have cried till I slept
I have cried out of pain
I have cried out of sin
I have woken to music
I have woken to screaming
I have woken to my tearstained reflection
I have woken to the floor
I have woken to the sky
I have woken everyday though by and by
I have ran out of reason
I have felt pain
I have felt the redemption that takes me again
I have felt the need and the want for more
I have felt the truth and needed to know
I have understood what most cannot
I have blamed myself for a broken heart
I have thought it to be all my fault
These 13 years we have spent apart
I run out of reason 
I run out of pain
I run to never come back again
I run out of truth
I run out of faith
I run out of the need to see your face
I ran out of time 
I ran out of pain
I ran out of truth
I ran out of need
I ran out reason
I ran out of hope 
I ran out of faith
Now that I know it isn’t my fault
I need to know why for 13 years I have been on my own
Why I have heard the pain come from your voice
Why I have been your lean on in weak times
Why you have lied to me
Why you have taken from me
Why you have failed me
Why you said I was the cause to your problems
Why you said you wished you could die
Why you have blamed me for all the stress
Why you come to me when you need the rest
Why you feel the need to cry on my shoulder
But tell me it is all my fault
Why you feel the need to make me small when I have gotten that enough
through it all
Why you bend me until I break
Why you yell and take
Why the pain and stress boil through
Why the anger settles in you
Why the screaming takes our lives
Why the days turn so quickly to night
Why you wish to talk to me but start no conversation
Why take some place new 
Why you didn’t leave me there
And follow through with your prayer
Why you kept instead of sending me away
Why you never tell the truth
Why you never think I can comprehend
Why the world spins to its end
We find ourselves at a loss for words
Until we lose our cool
All it ends in is a tearstained face
And Death of one of us in the race
We know not why the other screams
Only why we fight
We thought we knew it all
When the cries of pain tarried through us all
Honestly I don’t know
Hopefully you see my point 
Hopefully you hear my cry
Hopefully you’ll understand
Why we aren’t near again 




	





















Through My eyes
You stole my heart.
Effortlessly
Made me do things without
Beliving
I hope you haven’t given up.
Because I am yours, and you are mine
Until the very day we die
Cause you are the only one in my eyes

You aren’t a thief but
An Angel
Sent to
God said to me
Your meant to be
My hearts no singing 
a song so sweet
In a language only it understands

Through all my life I’ve needed something 
Something that I thought never to be found,
But it was found, in the craziest place,
Within your smile your warm embrace
Within the pain
Within your name.

Love is something we all contend
But no man can comprehend

Something most would think
Something I would chase no matter how far it flew 
Something I have found in the sweetest person
Something I have found in you.

My heart is yours but please don’t break it,
But if you must please don’t return it.
Because it belongs with you,
Keep it, no matter the distance
I need it not

All the scars and bruises are yours to hold
Maybe now you’ll understand
Maybe now you wont cry
Maybe now you’ll realize who you are
Through my eyes.










So many nights  I have lain awake 
So many tears that I’ve cried
So many days spent wondering
So many nights alone

All the crap you’ve put me through
But I am still here next to you
Tired and dreading the next round
But missing you like on ones around

You make my heart do crazy things
Like rivers flowing around lakes.

No matter the depth 
I would dive for  you.
No matter the height
I would climb,
It doesn’t matter what I have to do 
As long as I am there with you.

We have felt pain like no other
And love no one can rip apart.

Out hearts beat as one
123 our love blooms like a rose

Beautiful, but painful to touch
And all the harder to hold together.

We are something that light blinds
Darkness tries to break and blend
The weight of the world, Kills.
Our parents try to forbid
Like Romeo and Juliet.
Yet through it all we are stronger now
The only downfalls that are left
Are you and me.

I am hoping that you agree,
That you would do the same for me
The no matter the depth you would dive
No matter the height you would climb
No matter the pain that you had to endure
You would always come back wanting more












Can you see?
Can you see a giant light? 
Please don’t enter.
Can you see a exit sign?
Please don’t go.
Can you see another heart?
Please don’t follow.
Can you see tears?
Please don’t cry them.
Can you see anger?
Please don’t try it.
Can you see a razor?
Please don’t cut.
Can you see a gun?
Please don’t kill.
Can you see heaven?
Please don’t go, but if you must I will shortly follow.
Can you see hell?
Please don’t go but if you must I am sorry I can not follow.
Can you see yourself?
Please don’t change a thing.
Can you see another?
Please don’t insult.
Can you see a lie?
Please don’t tell me one.
Can you understand?
Please let me know.

Can you hear an child’s cry?
Please rush forward.
Can you hear words of anger?
Please ignore.
Can you hear the insults?
Please don’t act for me.
Can you hear music?
Please dance with me.
Can you hear the poem?
Please listen.
Can you hear my voice?
Please don’t patronize.
Can you hear the angels?
Please go if you must cause I can hear them too.
Can you hear the laughter?
Please don’t go because I cant hear it.
Can you hear the wind rushing past?
Please sit with me until it stops.
Can you hear the rain?
Please run with me in it.
Can you understand?
Please let me know.

Can you smell the dirt?
Please tell me what it is.
Can you smell perfume?
Please tell me whose it is.
Can you smell the pollution?
Please don’t let it kill you.
Can you smell me?
Please tell me the smell.
Can you smell the blood of Jesus?
Please go there and I will go too.
Can you smell the fire of hell?
Please don’t go I will never see you again.
Can you understand?
Please let me know.

Can you feel the earth below?
Please tell me the texture.
Can you feel people?
Please tell me the colors.
Can you feel sunshine?
Please tell me how hot.
Can you feel the snow?
Please tell me how cold.
Can you feel rain?
Please tell me how soothing.
Can you feel the cut?
Please don’t do it again.
Can you understand?
Please, Please tell me

Umm So yeah I am a hardcore Christain.but I am not a little Mrs.
Perfect. I dont think that god meant for us to have different
denomitaions. Because I doubt one or another is right. Oh well I am 
a follower of god and that is all that matters.

QUOTES-
Kayla-To the boob star, second boob on the right.
Cassady-They are not the brightest box in the crayon
Jerald- Im the king of Jelly Beans
Nicholas-Don't Touch my Waffles./ emo closet.
there are many mo but those are all I feel like typing right now



Welp, Peace, Love, and Freedom in His Presence
Cassady Alexa

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