I am...the minority.

All i ask is for some friends. 

My name is Silver.
I'm just short of being alone in this world.
All i ask is for a few good friends.

Friends who wouldnt care that im not pretty or popular or any of
that. 
Friends who would understand that im not the most confidant outgoing
person.
Friends who actually care to understand and apreciate me for who i
am...

But...who am i?
Im just a 16 yr old girl.
I guess you could call me emo...tho im not saying im hardcore. I dont
even look emo..
you couldnt tell by looking at me. But i suffer from depression
alot.
Im scared. Of life in general. Of going to college. of attempting to
live on my own.

Im so imperfect, and inconfident in myself that ive pretty much given
up finding love.
No one in their right minds would date me.
im like.....just....un-dateable.

Growing up ive pretty much been a tomboy.
The only time you'll find me in so much as a skirt is on a special
day like a sweet sixteen or a dance. Even then i look horrible.
I used to have so many more guy friend then girlfriends but...now i
just hardly have any friends at all...

Im bi. Though, alot closer to being straight then lesbian. Ive never
actually tried dating a girl, though i can think of a few crushes ive
had. Thats pretty much rare though... I dont have many crushes
anymore. Even if i do, i pretty much ignore the feeling because i
know it can never amount to anything....

I dont like homophobes. 
If ur a homophobe and you try to say something about gays. I will
speak my mind and get extreamly pissed. That shit i just cant stand.
Really...It just annoys the hell out of me. So if u think theres
something wrong with gays, lesbians, bi's or transvestite[i hope i
spelt that right]...then dont even bother talking to me.

I thouroughly dislike christianity.
Its not that i hate christians, i have nothing against them. I mean,
u can beleive what you want, but....dont try to bring the "word of
god" to me, because you might as well speak to a wall. Yes, i go to
church. Yes, i go to youth group. But i never got confirmed because i
never agreed with the religion. It just...isnt something i fancy
beleiving in. If i make a rude comment or whatever towards the
mention of the subject, i apologise before hand. Being forced to go
to church has made me develop a strong hate towards it. 

I am a writer.
I write...alot. Though you might not see alot of my writings, i
really enjoy writing. Its my passion. I write...emotional things.
Poems and statements. I like to put my thoughts on paper. Mainly
because its easier to word it that way. Truthfully i have like...a
learning disability that makes it hard for me to turn my thoughts
into words on the spot. Like if you asked me a question, and i was
talking face to face, or on the phone, i may not answer it fully all
at once. Ill paraphrase and cut out alot of what im thinking because
its hard to put it all into words. On paper, however, ill write
everything, and phrase it pretty well too. So....yeah. Me....good
writer, bad talker.

I also draw.
im a good artist. I intend to go to college for it and everything,
get a job ect....
Though i tend to take a long time finishing projects(i hope i can
change that). Though when i do finish, they turn out pretty good. Im
teachers pet to all my art teachers ^.^


Well...ill stop myself for now...if you want to know something else,
message me.
I dont bite.




94% Percent of teens would have a breakdown if Miley Cyrus was
standing on the edge of a tower ready to jump, copy and paste if your
a part of the 6% who would bring a lawn chair and popcorn, and shout
'Jump Bitch Jump!'