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Last login: 22 June 2009
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 Fail.....i knew it was too good to be true.
I am...the minority. All i ask is for some friends. My name is Silver. I'm just short of being alone in this world. All i ask is for a few good friends. Friends who wouldnt care that im not pretty or popular or any of that. Friends who would understand that im not the most confidant outgoing person. Friends who actually care to understand and apreciate me for who i am... But...who am i? Im just a 16 yr old girl. I guess you could call me emo...tho im not saying im hardcore. I dont even look emo.. you couldnt tell by looking at me. But i suffer from depression alot. Im scared. Of life in general. Of going to college. of attempting to live on my own. Im so imperfect, and inconfident in myself that ive pretty much given up finding love. No one in their right minds would date me. im like.....just....un-dateable. Growing up ive pretty much been a tomboy. The only time you'll find me in so much as a skirt is on a special day like a sweet sixteen or a dance. Even then i look horrible. I used to have so many more guy friend then girlfriends i just hardly have any friends at all... Im bi. Though, alot closer to being straight then lesbian. Ive never actually tried dating a girl, though i can think of a few crushes ive had. Thats pretty much rare though... I dont have many crushes anymore. Even if i do, i pretty much ignore the feeling because i know it can never amount to anything.... I dont like homophobes. If ur a homophobe and you try to say something about gays. I will speak my mind and get extreamly pissed. That shit i just cant stand. Really...It just annoys the hell out of me. So if u think theres something wrong with gays, lesbians, bi's or transvestite[i hope i spelt that right]...then dont even bother talking to me. I thouroughly dislike christianity. Its not that i hate christians, i have nothing against them. I mean, u can beleive what you want, but....dont try to bring the "word of god" to me, because you might as well speak to a wall. Yes, i go to church. Yes, i go to youth group. But i never got confirmed because i never agreed with the religion. It just...isnt something i fancy beleiving in. If i make a rude comment or whatever towards the mention of the subject, i apologise before hand. Being forced to go to church has made me develop a strong hate towards it. I am a writer. I write...alot. Though you might not see alot of my writings, i really enjoy writing. Its my passion. I write...emotional things. Poems and statements. I like to put my thoughts on paper. Mainly because its easier to word it that way. Truthfully i have like...a learning disability that makes it hard for me to turn my thoughts into words on the spot. Like if you asked me a question, and i was talking face to face, or on the phone, i may not answer it fully all at once. Ill paraphrase and cut out alot of what im thinking because its hard to put it all into words. On paper, however, ill write everything, and phrase it pretty well too. So....yeah. Me....good writer, bad talker. I also draw. im a good artist. I intend to go to college for it and everything, get a job ect.... Though i tend to take a long time finishing projects(i hope i can change that). Though when i do finish, they turn out pretty good. Im teachers pet to all my art teachers ^.^ Well...ill stop myself for now...if you want to know something else, message me. I dont bite. 94% Percent of teens would have a breakdown if Miley Cyrus was standing on the edge of a tower ready to jump, copy and paste if your a part of the 6% who would bring a lawn chair and popcorn, and shout 'Jump Bitch Jump!'


Latest diary entries by one_in_a_million   
8 Jun 09
I want to make a club peeps
Either an RP
Or a bi/gay people club
But I need help.
8 Jun 09
Today has been the shittiest day of my life
I want to just curl up and cry, then throw myself out...

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Q&A Section   
Numba_1_Rockstar 8 Jun 09  
why iz u going 2 make a club
one_in_a_million 13 Jun 09  
I dunno. I want to...
Numba_1_Rockstar 8 Jun 09  
wht cha going do
one_in_a_million 8 Jun 09  
make a club.
Numba_1_Rockstar 8 Jun 09  
ohh tht explains ?
one_in_a_million 8 Jun 09  
Ooh......I know what I want to do...
Numba_1_Rockstar 2 Jun 09  
ello eh iz u mad at me or sumthing
one_in_a_million 8 Jun 09  
no, I'm just....really stressed right now....
Trying to deal with everything at once....
Numba_1_Rockstar 27 May 09  
wht up hows it going
one_in_a_million 27 May 09  
It's goiin pretty good XD
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