Unfortunately, I'm going to have to take back what I said there. Not to say that
you're a horrible friend, you don't have any positive traits, or that I totally hate
you, but because I judged you too fast based on all of the sweet things my sisters
had to say about you. I thought to myself, "Wow, Lyncheh seems like a really nice
person, I wonder why she doesn't have much art drawn for her? I know, I'll draw her
something!" But now, I can see that I had a pretty warped idea about who you were.
It's like, when I defend my friends/family from being bullied, or when my friends
and I stand up to a pedophile that you obviously dislike yourself, you either
act as if my feelings are completely "lulzy" or my efforts are incredibly ridiculous.
To be totally honest, I expect more respect and support from my friends. And yeah,
I'm probably being overly sensitive, but that's who I am. I'm an overreacting,
highly defensive, sensitive, moody teenager who demands respect. If you can't
understand that, or at least tolerate it, then I dunno. Maybe you should go behind
my back, bad mouth one of my sisters on Kupika.net, knowing that that kind of
disrespect doesn't fly with me, acting as if we're just so just sooo predictable for
standing up to a bunch of bullies, and then attacking my friends, who are on the same
page as me about Eddie, and showing that you would obviously take his side
rather than just not getting involved? Like, seriously, wouldn't you agree that
approaching me, and talking to me in a respectable manor about these issues you seem
to have with me would have been easier? Not to mention things would have had a better
outcome! MY POINT. Asking for your respect and support is not too much when we're
talking about friendship. Don't be surprised when your friend becomes upset with you
for being rude. Confrontation may be harder than making snarky little comments here
and there, but it certainly is more courageous and should be appreciated in my eyes.
(Sorry if that's too long, but I have a lot to say about a crumbling our
crumbling/demolished friendship. :O)
This took four days of work and a lot of self control to not upload a 'how to draw'
for everyone to see. X3 I'd like to thank Mewmewkitten for the generous donation of
KP to make this oekaki possible. Thanks, mah boi! Also, I'd like to Thank
Sugartastic for dodging the picture up. It's appreciated, man. I also appreciated
the criticism you guys gave while I was still
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