for those of you that think i have done something wrong to many
people, i will tell you now, i have not seen said people since the
incident happened. i have tried to make amends, but have no way to
reach them, let alone talk to them. 
to all my friends who stuck by me when certain people were mad at me,
whether you have a login on here or not, i say thank you. when the
best friends in the whole world are mad at you, it is hard to say
sorry, and tears flow easily. 
to karen and shade: i am sorry to both of you. i was wrong, and i was
being a hardass. it is much easier to miss something when you know you
will never have or see it again. i ask that you try to contact me,
whether it is to yell or to forgive me for my misdeeds.
thank you.