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kristinawalters  
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 John Mayer, Kings of Leon, and Taylor Swift forever lol
I'm only making this account in hopes that maybe someday my old
friend Lucas will see.
When we were friends, I was young. I was so young and I didn't know
anything about anything. I tried so hard to get you to quit doing
heroin, because I was a kid and I thought I was good enough for you to
quit. I didn't understand. One thing I can tell you is that I loved
you with all of my heart. You told me I should sing Wild Horses for
the talent show and I did. I did it for you. You and I at one point
only talked on im for a while, and even though you never got on, I
stayed on. I stayed on praying you would come on and talk to me. I'd
be so mad at myself when you messaged me and I slept through it. You
used to call me tina fey and tina gay. I miss that. I'm different now
though. I used to be so negative about myself and now I'm not. You
used to tell me I was beautiful and I never believed you, but
whatever, now I have confidence. I've had sex with too many people.
You remember how my parents kept me sheltered, yeah well I found my
own ways of doing things. I used to whore myself around and do a lot
of drugs to stay okay. I swore I wasn't going to drugs, and here I am,
struggling with a heroin addiction just like you and I smoke weed too
much. You remember I used to give you shit for doing it and here I am,
with the same fucking problem. I didn't get it. I really didn't. I
would've never gotten it until I did it and I became an addict. I've
been with my boyfriend for 2 years and 2 months now. He sent me to
rehab over half a year ago. It was the only way I'd get to see my
brother again. You remember he was my best friend. Rehab was so
shitty. I felt like a prisoner. And honestly, I'm a little pissed that
I went now because here I am, still using. I've only shot it once, but
I could snort pretty much half a gram to get high. I hate trying to
shoot it. I thought you could just quit it, but it's not like that. I
had a friend in cosmetology school that I harassed to let me try it
and she did, and it stuck. I tried it just because I wanted to see
what you meant. And I do, I get it. I've fucked up a lot. I was
getting really bad on it, I had withdraws really bad. I don't know
whats going on anymore. I've gotten to where I can quit cold turkey
and be okay for maybe a month, and after that I start breaking down
and I get it. I don't use every day now. When I am using a bit, I get
some and do it for  a day and a half nonstop. Nodding the whole time,
and then I can go a few days without getting it. I wish I would've
never touched it. Now I don't know how you are. I don't know where you
are, or if you're alive. I hope you are. I hope you somehow see this.
I know you most likely won't, but I hope you do. I'm going to post a
picture of you in hopes someone can get me in touch with you. I really
doubt it, but maybe. If you do see this, look me up on facebook.
https://www.facebook.com/mcfearlessss
or email me. kristinawalters95@aol.com

Don't say a word, just come over and lie here with me
'Cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see
I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe
There I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me


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