Hmm...my name is Kat and I love this site, but I'm more of an addict
of gaiaonline (psychorockerchick) and myspace
(www.myspace.com/mcrrulesthelife)
I do RP, and i'm not to bad at it i guess...i can be pretty creative
when i want to be.
When i'm not talking as much as i could be an using a ton of smilies
theres prolly something wrong. 
I love to sing, and i do as much as i can...or at least i used to
then i met this guy and he would always say stuff about how i sang
too good, and he would always touch my hair and say it was really
soft and he loved it, and then i learned to hate him, and now i'm
afraid to sing around people for no reason and i hate it when my hair
is perfect even though i don't feel pretty without it.
Well thats the only explanation i can come up with for that
anyways....and when i have these kinds of realizations about myself
they tend to be kinda close at least.
I love my cat, kitten and the entire rest of my family ^^
especially my brother micheal
he's the greatest in the world and he takes my life and makes it a
lil bit less boring XD
i love him do death and beyond
as you can see below i like a lot of music
and theres more than there is typed up
i like a lot of country stuff, i just don't know the artists, the
same goes for techno and all that other stuff, well cept mainly for
rap. Can't stand the stuff, some r&b is okay and not all rap
completely sucks, just the vast majority of it.
i Love to talk to people when i can, and if you get to know me
this you see before you is how my brain tends to work when i'm not
off on some crazy rant about being possesed by a hampster or
frolicking in a field of flowers and playing with bunnies. If you
haven't guessed i can be pretty random, but i don't like to show it
in messages because i'm afraid that people would get annoyed or
something.
i tend to get annoyed randomly, but if i don't know you that well
i'll try to ignore it and you might even get an apology depending on
how mad i've gotten....thats only happened once on this site....that
i know of well the apology part.
I love my friends...well i used to, now a lot of em are turning out
to be some major kind of jerk. It makes me sooooo freakin angry (((oh
and i'm doing my best not to cuss right now and in general, i don't
know why tho, appreciate it and dont get mad if i do))) I still have
the friends i like, and couldn't name them all right now
sadly, not all of them are within this state, let alone this county
If i could i would go and see muh friends mistress_of_sorrows and
shagrath buuuuut they live a bit far from me....oh well
i'll live. but dang, i really wanna hang out with them some time XDD
OH!!! I really do love my boyfriend....as long as we're not talking
by way of text and or message.....then i can get pretty annoyed
waaayyyy to quickly, and it might just be hormones...who knows?
urg....i'm having too much fun talkin to another friend right now, I
might add more to this later ^_~
 
AND NOW! On to my tastes in
music!! 

I don't think this is in any particular order, and this is not all of
the bands, singers, etc that i like/love. 

I'm human and make mistakes and often have the memory of a goldfish
(3 seconds) 

A lot of the newer bands, I don't really know them that well, so I
can't really say if i like them or not, well, i could, it just
wouldn't be a good opinion, would it ^^ 


Led Zeppelin....AC/DC...Guns 'N' Roses....Nirvana....Quiet
Riot....Queen....Bad Company....Three Days Grace....The
Killers....Styx....Otep....Black Sabbath....The Police....Papa
Roach....Nickelback....The Beatles....Pink Floyd....Deep
Purple....Ozzy Osbourne....Evanescence....Bullet for my
Valentine....Marylin Manson....Flyleaf....Hawthorne
Heights....Metallica....Alice in Chains....Fall out Boy....Gravity
Kills....My Chemical
Romance....Audioslave....Paramore....Boys//like//Girls.... 
Saliva....Soundgarden.... 
Rammstein....Silverchair....Angelspit....Avenged Sevenfold....Three
Doors Down....Buckcherry....Insane Clown
Posse....Godsmack....Incubus....korn....OPM....Puddle of
Mudd....Seether....Shinedown....Sick Puppies....Slipknot....System of
A Down....Lordi....Apocalyptica....Coheed and Cambria....Three Inches
of Blood....Disturbed....KMFDM....Nine Inch Nails....Tool....Breaking
Benjamin....Apex Twin....Smashing Pumpkins....Hadouken(its realy a
band)....Type O Negative....Crossfade....Stone Temple Pilots....Rage
Against the Machine....Pantera....Everclear....311....Lords of
Acid....Sublime....Ziggy
Marley....Gorllaz....Anthraz....R.E.M......Linkin
Park....Default....OK Go....30 Seconds to
mars....Offspring....Mudvayne....Beck....Garbage....Family Force
5....She Wants Revenge....Story of The Year....Rise Against....Slave
to the System....Primus....The Presidents Of The United States of
America....Emilie Autumn....Serj Tankien....Orgy....Radiohead....Jimi
Hendrix....Anthrax....Chevelle....Green
Day....Hoobastank....Outkast....Shattersphere....Symphony
X....Tool....Daft Punk....Green Jelly....Porcelain and the
Tramps....Smile DK....Toybox....Third Realm...Nightwish....Tatu



Now for the most important people ^^ 

well, for me anyway. 



Michael: The best brother i could ever ever ask for i know, he won't
read this 

but, for a long time, he was my only real friend 

he was the one that would save me from killing myself when i was
depressed. 

he can always make me happy 

unless i was pissed at him in the first place ^_~ 

and then he just pisses me off more XD 

i would say its not his fault, but it is a lil bit 

i don't blame him 

i love him way too much for my own good 

i would cry for him 

just because something happened to him 

or could happen to him 

such as getting his heart thrown into a blender again >.<>
he is the only person that can be that much of an a*****e and me
still love him as much as i do, well, maybe 

i couldn't live without him, not at all 

he dies--lock me in a padded cell, take my knives away 

take away my shoe laces 

take away any way that i would be able to kill myself 

because living wouldn't be worth it 

it wouldn't be a life for me anymore 

i don't want to end this on a bad note, but that was just the best
way to explain how much i really care about him 

Leah: omg i love this girl XD 

quite literally 

she makes me laugh like no other 

she makes me so happy 

she's so much fun, although a pain in the a** sometimes 

i hate to see her anything but happy, which is all too often 

i would do anything to take that pain away from her 

and i mean that 

but, i know that her pain is so deep, that i couldn't and it kills me
inside 

i can entertain her, and make her momentarily, but i know that that
pain will always be there, and i constantly hope that she will find
someone who can and will take all of that away 




i just realized how depressing this must sound and all, but its true

okk, i couldn't leave out randy, so here i go 



Randy: dude, you kick so much a** its not even funny 

i barely know you, but you are so awesome as is 

i worry about you more than most people 

and i wish i saw you more 

you crack me up so much 

and i want nothing but the best for you 

there are so many things that i would say to you, but i can't, i
can't find the words, or its just not right, you know? 

i wish that i could help more than i do 

when i hear about some of what you go through, i just wish i could
give you some kind of advice 

or at least an acuall hug 

but i can't 

i just want you to know, that if there is anything, just ask, tell
me, whatever 

im here for you 




hmm...im just wondering now, if i should say something about
tyler.....umm..just a lil bit ^^  


Tyler: you are totally awesome, and you know it too 

you are such a douche sometimes, but, whatever i'll take you, flaws
and all 

and i do mean that in a friend way XD 

there are times, when you are like the perfect person to talk to


when everyone else is pissin me off 

just because they exist  

you can crack me up, get me out of that pit of anger, depression,
etc. 

haha, these people wouldn't be under heroes if they didnt XD 




Okay, so, thats all I have for now for the bit about the peoples. 


if you think you deserve to be on here, let meh know, and i might do
something about that ^_~ 

but whatever  

like i said, might XD 





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