its not yet over.....the wind is still blowing...











I am no special I am just as ordinary as i know.. everyday i'm living
as me.

i like reading..sleeping..and anything that makes me comfortable..i
cant get along with crowd..
i dont wear eyeglasses but people think im weird..i like
alternatives..punk, rock a little bit..emo? ...etc.. and im not
really good in anything you know...dont have skills...im cant imagine
myself not being single you know..i absolutely believe in God.. told
you..i can't sing don't have talents..yah im really an introvert..i
see people as they are...gee i like anime so much..

i have a teaching mother and a preaching step-father..i've got 2
brothers and 1 sister... 
Of course i'm facing challenges but honestly i've got a hard time
dealing with it..
one of the climatic events of my life is when I personally saw my
real father...
three years ago..
you really don't have any idea how it feels (he does'nt know me)
aha.....

Honestly everyday i feel like i'm rejected all along...
No one ever wants me here .....

If everybody doesn't want me here.......
then why did they have me?

I think my insecurities is caused by my past...

i am not used to people...
i like being alone...
but even though whatever they think of me I always stay as
me........
i know myself better than anyone else....
they doesn't know what i feel
they don't know who is the real me.......



















I LOVE THE WIND!

i wanna fly..see the world... explore... and live life to the
fullest...



..ive been trying so hard...
i am not hopeless.. i want to live, but life keeps on turning its
back on me...
i wanted to be happy, i tried and til now still trying....
im not going to let go.. i will hold on  whatever happens... 
i only wanted to live and be happy.... 








"WOUNDED"
-good charlotte

Lost and broken,
Hopeless and lonely.
Smiling on the outside,
and hurt beneath my skin.

My eyes are fading,
My soul is bleeding.
I'll try to make it seem okay,
But my faith is wearing thin.

So help me heal these wounds,
They've been open for way too long.
Help me fill this hole,
Even though this is not your fault,

That I'm open,
And I'm bleeding,
All over your brand new rug.
And I need someone to help me sew them up.

I only wanted a magazine,
I only wanted a movie screen,
I only wanted the life I'd read about and dreamed.
And now my mind is an open book,
And now my heart is an open wound,
And now my life is an open soul for all to see.

But help me heal these wounds,
They've been open for way too long.
Help me fill this hole,
Even though this is not your fault,

That I'm open and I'm bleeding,
All over your brand new rug.
And I need someone to help me,
So you come along,
I push you away,
Then kick and scream for you to stay.
Cuz I need someone to help me,
Oh I need someone to help me,
To help me heal these wounds,
They've been open for way too long.
Help me fill this hole,
Even though this is not your fault,

That I'm open,
And I'm bleeding,
All over your brand new rug.
And I need someone to help me sew them,
I need someone to help me fill them,
I need someone to help me close them up.

"Hold On"
-good charlotte

This world
This world is cold
But you don't
You don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care
Your mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know

Your days
You say they're way too long
And your nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on
And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to
know more
And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to
know more

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on

What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...What are you waiting for?

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Hold on


















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