I JUST WANT TO TAKE THE TIME AND REMIND YOU ALL THAT IT DOESN'T
EXACTLY APPEAL TO FEMALES US WHEN YOU LEAVE FOR A COUPLE WEEKS, COME
BACK AND SAY YOU LOVE US, THEN LEAVE AGAIN AND NOT RETURN FOR
Just thought I'd put it out there.
I don't care if you think so, but this isn't a pity account. I've just
had some things laying in the back of my mind for weeks - months, if
not - and I really just need to get them off my chest. I decided I'm
not leaving my name since I'm just such a fucking coward.
I am now 100% sure I have some type of mental disability. Don't ask me
what, because I honestly have no idea.
I don't write to 'express myself.' (I don't think anyone does,
actually) I do it to escape my problems that no one even knows about
because I'm too afraid of what they'll think. But it's not like
I would tell anyone about what crawls through my mind, anyway.
I honestly think your pretty fake. And no, I'm not addressing the kids
who steal photos (and they're everywhere, I must add) but personality
wise. You'll insult someone then turn around and hug them and ask them
how their day was and ramble off about shit like that. Two faced,
really. But I wont- I can't say anything because everyone
around me is just as bad, if not worse. I wont say this to your face
though because I'm a coward and you probably wouldn't even care and
run off to that indiefag boyfriend of yours.
Half of the time I don't even think I'm good enough. I want to
register for the literature program but I'm scared that writing really
isn't my talent. What if I'm actually horrible at it?
I've been steering clear of this thought for a while but I honestly
think I'm the reason for some of the people on here being so fucked
up; mostly Vanessa and some other kid I don't even remember. And,
guys, stop downing yourself. I know I must sound like a major
hypocrite right now but I would sometimes come across diaries and
girls would be all 'Hi everyone, I'm starving myself.' Stop.
Girls, you are beautiful just the way you are.
And some of you guys need to stop being such assholes. I don't know if
you've caught onto it yet, but the female race tends to be just a
tad more sensitive than you are. Something as simple as not
replying will make us feel like a piece of shit.
That's all I can think up for now.