i wish i could just fade away.
i wish i weren't alive.
i wish i were cooler, perhaps like you?
i wish i were not a bitch.
i wish i were the good child.
i wish i was more intelligent.
i wish you'd shut the fuck up.
you can call me cendre for now.
cats hate me, dogs love me.
i'm obsessed with death and starving myself.
i'm fucked up you say? sho nuff nigga.
i'm anything but new, don't like it? get the fuck off.