I NEED ADVICE..BAD..... CUZ IM SOO DEPRESSED...I LOST MY:

BFF
ALL MY NEW AND OLD FRIENDS
MY GOOD GRADES
MY HAPPINESS
MY OLD CRUSH
MY OLD BOYFRIEND


EVERYONE....EVEN MY FAMILY...


ALL IN JUST 1 WEEK..HERES WHAT HAPPENED... 


  i was already losing my family when it all started..we all fighted.. hated eachother... barely even talked to one
another..there was no loving or caring in my family at all.... then my friends and boys were all i had... thats when i
USED TO have a crush on this boy named devin.. then.. my bff asked him out...sure i took it hard but i finally accepted
it..still feeling backstabbed though..i mean..she was my bff and she new i liked him and she still dated him! i no! but
not only did that make me mad...she started acting different..more snottier...meaner..tougher....not like usual....she
started being mean to me and ignoring me and dissing me for him...i no there dating..but she can at least tell him to
hang on and go onto the other lien and tell me she'll talk to me later right? but no...she just kept talking ont eh
phone on that line..with him...not her bff...thats when she lost me.. and thats when i lost her...then we weren't
friends for 3 weeks and 4 days..until i got really mad cuz she started acting even more snotier!i was just mad mainly
cuz she backstabbed me and never apoligized..not even 1 sorry.... the meanwhile for those 3 weeks all my friends at my
school started dissing me...and ignoring me...and starting rumors about me..and i didn't no why?soon i was all alone
for those 3 weeks and 4 days..i still am alone and its the 5 day of that 3 weeks and 4 days..soon 5...and i dont no
what to do...i wanta die now...and when i say that ppl just call me a freak! :*( but its the truth! can someone plz
help me?! plz?! anyone?! just give me some advide plz?!