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Sunday, 20 October 2013
05:14:28 AM (GMT)
Wow, its been a long while since I posted something....If anybody reads these I'm
sorry. 

I see you. I see her and him. I see all these people, they surround me. So close to
touch but I reach out I grab only air. I walk towards them and every step I take they
match it by two. They all do. No matter what I do they all move away. Spinning and
running they seem to laugh as I panic. In this sea of people, I'm alone. I run left
and right and cant seem to reach out. I'm losing it all. I'm falling, why am I
falling? I'm not understanding. I hear my name, I freeze in air, she calls me to her,
my mother. I go and she asks me, "won't you hold this?" I do and she walks away and I
start falling. The ground is coming fast, this is it I'm going to die. I say my last
prayer, just before I hit the ground he catches me. He wraps me in his arms and tells
me how much he loves me. I pull away, excepting him to leave too but he stays. He
stays there holding me, my dad. Even after my mother leaves he stays. He saved me but
I'm not worth saving. Standing beside me never letting go, I know he loves me but I'm
nothing to him now. He and her split, he has a new girl, the mom I never had. 

I dont deserve to be here. I'm a burden, I am nothing. My mother made sure I knew
that. 

He will never let me fall like she did.


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