Tuesday, 3 September 2013
03:15:16 AM (GMT)
Okay, there is nothing that gets me more miserable and guilty then compliments. Like,
I was literally raised in a home where if someone complimented you they were about to
fucking use you.
It always seemed okay to get a compliment from a stranger. Albeit, it was always a
wee bit creepy, they never has as many ulterior motives. So now that I'm in my first
SERIOUS relationship, I'm always getting complimented and stuff like that. While 20%
of me is 'asdfjkl;'-ing on the outside, I feel like shit on the inside. I always grew
up believing that I should never get something unless I deserve it, and sense I have
the looks of a potato and the personality of an over emotional biich, I feel like I
should never get compliments.