Wednesday, 8 February 2012
10:30:55 PM (GMT)
Flirted with me.
Made me want him so bad it hurts.
Then we said we liked each other...
He said he'd feel like a pedofile cause of the 3 year difference.
(I'm 13 hes 16 and I turn 14 in April and he turns 17 in August)
He stopped talking to me for 4 days,
Then he started talking to me slowly again.
Made me feel like I was the best.
He talks to every girl the same way he talked to me.
He has a girlfriend.
I was practically his twin, we had everything in common.
I had no chance....
Asked for sexual stuff.
Didn't talk to me when I said I couldn't that day.
He has a girlfriend.
Hits on every girl.
Then says he wouldn't cheat on his girlfriend
Cause he's not "that kind of guy"
(But then he gives me his address so I can go to his house)
His brother is the first guy.
He's a year older than me.
He likes me.
He gets jealous of his brother
Because he knows I like(d) him.
I played with his brothers phone,
Accidently called him.
He turned around to ask why his brother called him.
I apologized for calling by accident.
His face turned down.
He saw me wear his brother's jacket when I was cold.
He turned around and ignored me and his brother..
He stares at me in dismay as I smile and laugh with his brother.
He was getting off the bus but turned around and saw me hug his brother.
When they got off he looked at my window.
He saw my smiling, he was gonna smile too but...
He noticed his brother looked back to.
His brother sent a heart to me and I sent one back.
He just kept walking..
Every question I ask he would answer even if it's not to him.
I'm sick of being played.
The fourth guy seems like the one.
But it's too late..
On the bus in the morning,
I'd sit sideways with my feet up leaning my head on the seat.
When we wait in the parking lot he'd sit in the seat behind me and lean his head on
the seat too.
Mine on the back his on the front.
And he'd always steal my phone and see who I'm texting.
He once saw his brothers name..
He gave my phone back and ignored me.
when his brother's about to turn around and talk to me,
He'd call his name and distract him.
Sometimes he would just stare at me and when I look at him he'd look away.
I know I should give him a chance but...
I don't know if he'd give me a chance..