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Tuesday, 24 January 2012
01:20:34 AM (GMT)
crude horrid thoughts
ripping, tearing though my brain
slicing, dicing, cutting, bruising
they want to escape 
how can i let them
they cut more
they thrash around
back and forth
rip, shred, cut to pieces
i cant let them out
they bounce around always
leaving scars
i cant control these thoughts
they control me
my mind is collapsing
falling to pieces
eating away at itself
trying to relive the pain
even if just for a minute
my miiind is killing its self
just need to let go
but i cant
so i sit here
and let my mind die

and die

again and again

endless pain


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