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Saturday, 21 January 2012
05:17:33 AM (GMT)
I just want you to know...
that i can BARELY take this right now

Im sorry but youre not the only one with problems in your life...
you are strong, yes

but me....im not so strong...
i cant handle everything thats happening right now

i wish i could just end it all but thats the stupidest
thing i could ever do...
i just want to get away from everything and be able
to relax for once...
i cant spend 5 minutes without something regarding
the fucked up portions of my life to run though my mind
and i cant go 2 minutes without you running though my mind...

i dont know how much more i can take
i dont know how much long i can take it...

but for now i can bare it...

i can just barely fucking handle it all...

i also want you to know that there is ALWAYS more space
to be filled in my mind....

and i honestly dont care if i break down 
or go mentaly insane...as long as i can help you feel 
better, ill be ok

just know that im here for you...i am your safty net afterall....




just know that i love you with all my heart...my full complete
heart...

and you are the most important thing to me in the whole world 
and i would give my life to save you...i would give anything 
to save you...

just keep that in mind...
i can handle it for now...

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