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The boy who changed me.Category: (general)
Monday, 2 January 2012
02:08:18 AM (GMT)
It’s amazing how fast your life can be. Sometimes you meet that surtain person, or
hear about their story… And it hurts, knowing how much pain they’re going
through. But still manage to smile and live life to the fullest. Never give up. If
you’re scared to be judged don’t be… There’s always going to be people out in
the world who will try to push you down to make themselves feel better. I always
hated my life… I thought it was the worst life ever, but then… I went on youtube,
and saw a person to the left, holding up flash cards with the title “this is my
story”… It’s even worse to know he died on Christmas day… I’ve never been
so touched by a story before… To where it made me actually break down in tears, and
ask why? The last two cards he put up… That amazed me. I thought I was a believer
but now I know I am one. To the boy who saved me from one video… Didn’t say
anything… Just the way he smiled while he held it up touched me in so many ways…
I’m actually crying right now, he really deserves to be here. Still living his
life, but the way he said he didn’t want to leave was… Unexplainable. I know some
people want to commit suicide because they get pushed around by so many people it
feels like no one cares… But honestly, a lot of people do care… If you died
tomorrow what would you do the day before? Tell your parents you love them, even if
you’re mad at them, cause you never know what will happen. Life is like a movie,
when it’s over it rewinds in your head while it flashes before your eyes. YOU make
your own choices and it’s up to YOU to choose them wisely. Be the director of your
own life, be nice to people even if they’re mean to you… It’s a wonderful
legacy to leave behind. Tell people your story. Tell them your dreams. Ask them about
their dreams. What would you do if you knew you were going to die today? Do you
believe in angels and God? I do. 

RIP- Ben Breedlove.

‹<♬>Minnie♥Melody<♬>› shouts:   2 January 2012   619353  
‹Vampirecat› says :   13 February 2012   690738  
Wow thats the perfect way to exspress your self


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