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Someone Like You.;Miche;Category: (general)
Tuesday, 22 March 2011
06:40:58 PM (GMT)

A songfic.
Simple.


I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and your married now
I heard that your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things, I didn't give to you

The screen flickered on and a teenager girl stared at the screen, her amber eyes just
staring at her profile picture on facebook. It made her cringe, to see herself with
that god, her best friend from being so very small. She clicked the home button to
see the words 'Kairi is married' with a small loveheart next to it. Just a silly
little thing when one had a boyfriend or a friend- most of the girls did it with
their groups like it was nothing. She continued to watch the screen, her heart
thumping loudly against her chest and the silence she had surrounded herself in. She
knew it was him- she knew he had left her for that...

Old friend
Why are you so shy
It ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the lie

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over

A discarded picture lay on her phone background, one she'd forgot to upload a day or
so priar to the events that happened the single day she was ill in her entire life.
She had an idea, maybe if he just saw this picture he would change his mind. He would
think about the third, invisible girl in this relationship. She quickly uploaded the
picture, giving it a fitting title and smiling a little, pressing the facebook home
button once more and expecting him to comment as soon as he was tagged. He always did
on pictures of them both and they would happily talk in the comments section about
that particular day and it would maker her smile bigger and brighter than infront of
the camera with him.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah

Nothing compares, no worries or cares
Regret's and mistakes they're memories made
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste

The minutes ticked by. Nothing. He replied to nothing, he had said nothing to her.
She had to listen to those slags who sat next to her gossiping about it to find out.
Did he even think about her? That maybe he should have fonfided in her instead of
those stupid boys he hung with, the ones that dissapproved of a girl skateboarding
with them. She felt sick, moving away from the computer the girl went and sat on her
bed, running a hand through her short, blue hair and looking under her pillow for
something to calm her nerves or at least make her smile a little. Her hands clasped
around a small square thing and she pulled it out, opening it up and reading. The
picture had been drawn by two kids no older than 7, hand prints on them. Hers was
smaller and done in turqoise, his only a little bigger and done in a dark blue for
eacothers favourite colour. She started to read the messy handwriting at the bottom
which read 'BBF'S FOREVER!'. She felt her heart clench and her shoulders heaved up
and down as salty tears dripped down her face, little cries escaping from her lips.
She hated him for this. She loved him for this.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah, yeah

She'd never tell anyone that she cried over this; over something so stupid as love.
Her sobs grew louder and she clutched the picture to her chest, being flung into an
emotional turmoil. Why, why hadn't she said anything to him? Why was she just so shut
up about what she really felt? Look where it had got her! Alone, with no one. She
laid on her bed, memories playing through her head of those days she took for
granted, just lazing around on the grass, drinking cans of pepsi and laughing over
childish words. Her breath hitched as she cried harder, them echoing off the walls of
the orphanage she'd ran to- she wasn't going home. She lived next to him for christs
sake. She couldn't face him anymore. She couldn't bring herself to look at him. 
Miche turned over, burrying her head into her pillow and just crying her loss,
thinking herself weak for just throwing herself into a fit of inner depression over
this...boy!
This boy who hurt her!

The boy she had grown up with.

Riku, the boy she loved.

She fell to sleep and never heard the small ping as someone commented on the
picture.
A simple 'I'm so sorry. I didn't want to hurt you. Not like this' was all that was
posted.
Last edited: 23 March 2011

Comments 
‹.::SHINee♥Locket::.› says:   24 March 2011   820830  

B'aww, noes! D: x
 
‹knight of ren› says:   24 March 2011   107974  
@Kitty_cat_miaow 
And now I can do the death :'D 
 
‹.::SHINee♥Locket::.› says:   25 March 2011   348716  

@Trainer_Nio_Nio 
Miche or Rifie's? o.O
That is the question, what is teh ANSWER? xD 
 
‹knight of ren› says:   25 March 2011   247542  
@Kitty_cat_miaow 
Miche's, cause Adele songs inspire me xD 
 
‹.::SHINee♥Locket::.› says :   26 March 2011   947659  

@Trainer_Nio_Nio 
Okaii~! =D
I love Adele <3 
 

 
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