Sunday, 23 January 2011
02:33:41 AM (GMT)
Friday, January 21st, 2011,
The questions are eating away at my heart, brain, and soul.
I haven't eaten since I heard the news.
I haven't slept since I heard the news.
I haven't thought clearly since I heard the news.
I haven't stopped thinking since I heard the news.
It couldn't have happened that way,
She wouldn't have done that.
It can't be true.
The story doesn't add up.
I need to know.
I need to see, I can't believe.
This can't happen.
This is a dream, right?
No, it isn't.
They're dead, and if I would've been there,
if I would've stayed with her friday night,
as I was supposed to,
would things have been different?
Could I have stopped this horrid event from occurring?
Is this my fault?
Will I ever know what really happened?
Why did it have to turn out this way?
How could she do this to them, to us, to herself?
I don't understand.
I don't understand, and I can't breathe.
Please, just let this be a dream.
Let me wake up, I need to wake up.
This is my nightmare.
Last edited: 23 January 2011