Sunday, 2 January 2011
05:23:30 AM (GMT)
that boyy, nicholas daniel <3
what can i say? i'm pretty much head over heels for him.
even though i try my hardest not to.
the second i seen you at the powderpuff game i knew there was something about you.
"who are those kids...?"
"aubrey's friends i think."
so then i decided i had to find out for myself, what did i do?
i just went up to him and said i liked his hair. then started talking to someone
so then of course he was intrigued i think.
i started talking to aubrey and he asked if he could sign my arm.
i said sure... then aubrey had to go back to her team.
he didn't have anyone to talk to, and didn't know where the bathroom was.
i walked him there. then everytime he went somewhere he'd want me to come with.
so i did.
we had to go to aubrey's moms van, he was cold.
her mom was in the van with the heat on. so we climbed in the backseat.
he grabbed my hand, our heads were leaning on eachothers.
then he said.."i'm about ten seconds away from kissing you."
i just smiled. then he waited about twenty seconds.
"good thing, that was twenty seconds." he said.
then kissed me. i'll never forget that night.. never.
we talked everyday after that, hungout a few days later.
and a couple days after that too. eventually i met his mom.
but i never know what goes on in his mind, his dont like expressing your feelings.
he doesn't want a girlfriend because relationships end up fucked in the end usually.
he doesnt want anyone hurt.
i understand that.
i just wish we had some kind of commitment. i dont like the fact he talks to other
and flirts with some of them.
i know thats his personality. he told me before anything ever even happened.
he's just so cute, funny, and perfectly imperfect. <3
i'd spend every waking day with him if i could. [:
i don't know what to do though, because he talks to other girls. and i'm pretty sure
he talks to them like he talks to me..
i will never understand the mind of a boy i don't think.