Tuesday, 9 November 2010
12:26:02 AM (GMT)
the swirling thoughts inside my mind,
lay behind in the tiny corner.
it's binding colors, it's little tricks inside.
i can't see that straight,
i can't think so easily.
it's just so far away, and my hands cannot reach it.
they cannot grasp the true fact or what you are,
or what i do.
those tongue tied words,
coming the lips that i've wanted so dear.
i never thought the words like that ever existed,
i never thought they were so near.
how do i live?
with no one i love.
no one to understand, just no one to feel.
just one little drop,
that druggies feel.
will make everything better,
make everything less real.
so much to say,
but the emptiness inside of me is dragging me back again.
all the pills,
all my will.
for eternity's end.