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Digging Deep into My SoulCategory: About Me
Thursday, 15 July 2010
06:07:00 PM (GMT)
I stick up for myself.  Verbally.  
It can get pretty brutal and cruel, so don't be a cyber-troll.  
If you have a problem with me, 
   keep it to yourself unless you get to know me first.  
Don't throw art supplies at me like the boys in my homeroom.  
They're dumb-asses for that.  
Oh, yeah, I tend to swear when I'm mad.  
I cry when I'm mad.  
I cry when I'm happy and sad, too.  
If I feel intimidated by a teacher, 
   which has actually never happened, but almost did.  
You could say I cry a lot.  

Beware, though: 
If you mess with my friends, 
I'LL GIVE YOU A LOT MORE THAN HELL!  

Also beware: 
I have countless mental/emotional problems.  
Including OCD and possible schizophrenia.  
There are times when I'll be really upset.  
Crying again.  
I start to think of destruction and death, especially 9/11 and Hiroshima.  
"Accidents" of war linger in my head and pop in there when I least expect it.  
It's like they stay in there and come out when you least think they will.  
Have you ever seen an object or photo reminding you of your past and making you feel
emotions concerning the symbolic thing?  
Well, that's what happens.  
I didn't know anyone who died in 9/11, and I didn't witness it.  
I remember I was in my kindergarten class when I found out "something bad had
happened".  

My friends think I'm bipolar.  
I'll be laughing and joyous one moment, 
   but then I'll randomly think of something ridiculously upsetting and start
freaking out
   and crying.

*I'M AN EMO AND GODDAMNED FUCKING PROUD TO BE!!!  
That is, if you refer to an "emo" as a cutter.  
Well, not anymore, actually.
One of my best friends and I made a promise, 
   and I intend to keep it.
We promised to both stop, 
   because we were cutting because the other told us they cut themselves.  
If you refer to an "emo" as an overly emotional person, 
   SIGN ME UP ON YOUR LIST OF PEOPLE YOU KNOW WHO ARE!  
Pehaps, I am "what-else-ya-got" emo, then.  
Like what Gerard Way describes MCR as.

I'm also the one who laughs so hard she cries after something stupid has been said. 

Well, maybe not STUPID, but you tell me.  
Example 1---My friend Laura said she was running around in the woods with a tu-tu on.

Example 2---The guy I sorta like walked past at lunch, and my friend Jess said he was
staring at me.  I think he thinks I'm a bit loopy now.

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