Sunday, 18 April 2010
03:16:10 AM (GMT)
Each chpt will consist of 4 sections
Don’t freak out, don’t freak out, don’t freak out. No matter how many times I
say it I’m still going to panic. Today is quite possibly the one of the biggest
days of my life and I’ve had a lot of those. I stared at the mirror. It had taken
me two hours to pick what I called a safe outfit. I didn’t want to go all out on
day one I just want to blend. “Safe” was black skinny jeans, a t-shirt, my lucky
converse, and my black and white checked arm gloves that I never left the house
without. I grabbed my silver heart shaped locket of the night stand and fastened it
on. I probably shouldn’t wear so many Mason reminders. I put on some eyeliner,
mascara and a light red lipstick. I was considered “Emo” though I saw myself as
Alternative. I checked over my outfit. I looked at my old beat up black high tops
they’d have been the perfect shoes if it wasn’t for the “I love you” written
in bright red sharpie. I shook it off. I grabbed my back pack and shut my door behind
me. I ran downstairs to the kitchen were my brother was already eating breakfast. Mom
and Luke must have already went to work. I sat down after fixing a bowl of Trix
“Anybody home” Giving Sonder a key to our house was the worst mistake we ever
made cause now we couldn’t get rid of her. Kendall got up put his dishes in the
washer and walked outside
“He’s still pissed?” Sonder asked sitting down.
“That’s an understatement we’ve barely spoken in 4 months” I said. Who could
blame him after what I put him through.
“Were gonna be late” She said. I followed her out the door locking it behind me.
“I’m fine” I said climbing into Sonder’s dark green 66’ Mustang. Sonder
Kyle was tall blonde and beautiful. She could have been the most popular girl in
school if it weren’t for her addiction issues. Gideon and Sebastian were in the
backseat. Gideon was tall and lanky but he had major anger issues. Sebastian was buff
and handsome. He was a major football jock. He didn’t really belong in our looser
group except for being gay. He wouldn’t admit it to anyone else.
“Hey” They said at the same time.
“Ya ready” Sonder said as we pulled into the school parking lot. She searched for
a spot and finally found one.
“I can do this” I told myself. I opened my door and stepped out. I took a deep
breath. Sonder offered me a hand, Sebastian put his arm around me in comfort. We
walked towards the doors. I felt a whole lot better once I The was on the other side
until I realized I was on my own. I found my locker unloaded my bag. That’s when I
heard it. A laugh I would know anywhere. Mason’s laugh. I didn’t want to but I
looked anyway. There he was walking down the hall his long brown hair was perfectly
messy and his light brown eyes sparkled under the light. He was wearing a black
v-neck t-shirt and jeans. His arm was around Cassie. My heart pounded in my chest and
the scars on my wrist began to burn. He saw me he stopped the smile fadded from his
face. I turned back to my locker. I didn’t want to see him. Not now not ever.