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Wednesday, 31 March 2010
08:41:13 PM (GMT)
Ladies and gentlemen, you may want to have a seat before you hear what I'm about to
read. the tale of a girl who's emotionally beat but this girl keeps pushin on cause
this girl knows she has to be strong, she learns from everything that's gone wrong.
She makes mistakes just like everyone else, the diference is she finds it hard to
forgive herself. You wouldn't beleive the words that come from her mouth. Deep Inside
she's angry and scared, but on the outside she's well prepared. She's ready to face
any challenge that comes her way, she lives her life day for day. You may not like
what I have to say so I'm giving you the chance to walk away. She's so fucking deep
she's ready to drown. She isn't scared of death itself, just the effect it'll have on
everyone else. she cares ten times more about her friends then herself. Yet she feels
selfish when she doesn't help someone else. Her home life doesn't seem that bad but
that's what really makes her mad. As much as she loves her rents the way they raised
her isn't the best. She feels worthless when she's at her moms. Cause her mom makes
it seem like payig attention to her is such a hard job. Makes her feel like she's not
good enough. She's a bomb just waiting to go off. Keeping her anger bottled up
inside, it's suprising no one ever sees her cry. She strives for attention that she
never receives, she's starting to beg, she's Down on her knees. She just want to be
apreciated, but she just feels like she's mostly hated. She's jus lucky to have a few
goodfriends she knows they'll be there til the end. No matter how many times she
fucks up, she knows one day she will be good enough.

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