Wednesday, 16 December 2009
10:32:42 PM (GMT)
so i feel like ranting a bit.
cuz people are dumb.
everyone knows that,
this is the exact conversation i had with my *friend*
Milly: ryder, why don't you go to the party tonight ??
Ryder: cuz all you do at those parties is pop E and make out with guys you don't
M: um yeah.
R: why would i wanna ruin my life with the hard drugs and embarassing pics that will
haunt me forvever?
M: um E is the new trend ryder
R: trend? soo the trend is... killing brain cells?
M: no you dipshit. its E.
R: oh i see it has started to workk..
M: ............*blinks* what?
R: Milly this isnt you... you arent this dumb. i have known you forever.. E? really?
M: you've done weed
R: weed does not compare Milly.
M: dude i thought you were cool.
M: kay umm come.. or we arent friends
R: see u lates babe. call me if you come to youre sences
im not into that shit.
like yeah. i go to parties.
im not a total loser. i have a life.
i drink, sometimes i blaze a bit. but umm... e?
serial? nooo. i so hate it when this happens.
why is it suddenly cool to go on the hard drugs.. i mean like.. it was made in a
fricking bath tub people.
SOME PEOPLE PEE IN THEIR BATH TUBS (gross eh? but i had to go there XD)
kay this chick had been my bestie since forevah.
now shes not.. cuz i wont go to a party..
umm kay am i wrong to be like mad?
should i go?
im actually so confused. like i know its bad... but..
i am soo gonna miss kendra.
im not one of those girls..
i can have a conversation
i can go mored than a week without sex and parties and drugs.
but.. friends... i need those...
and she was my best one,
should i risk losing her...?