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Saturday, 21 November 2009
10:35:10 PM (GMT)
i'm alone in my room. adventures in solitude by the new pornographers is playing. my bed is a mess of clothes and books and paper and cds. my floor is covered in photographs and posters taken down from my walls. my closet is open and i can see my clothes, and the suitcase on the floor. bags of stuff i meant to take down to the garage ages ago, a step machine, the shoes i wore today, a picnic basket, my broken tripod. my curtains are closed but through a gap between them i can see blackness and the faint outline of a window of the house opposite mine. i am happy, but lonely. last night i slept over at my friend's house, with two other friends. we got into a deep conversation and talked for hours and hours. we talked about family problems and relationship problems. we counted how many people we'd kissed. i was behind everyone else, but i didn't really mind. i don't know. i don't mind. we counted how many people we'd been out with. i was still behind. i don't know, i don't fall for people easily. i don't trust people easily. i assume people won't like me. it wasn't like self analysis, it was stating facts. it was easy. i don't mind that i'm inexperienced. i think i have a suitable excuse which i don't even think i can explain. and someone asked if there was a time in our lives that changed everything, that made us who we are, that effected us in a way like nothing else did. and i remembered what i'd put away. we didn't talk about it. i'm not really lonely, but on nights like this i imagine that i am.

hateculture says:   22 November 2009   375090  
just whoa.
i love you jess.
‹tinysparrow.› says:   22 November 2009   495014  
i love you too
we need to talk more 
Himawari says:   22 November 2009   974492  
Your bed ;P
hateculture says :   22 November 2009   726483  
we certainly do.
i'll write you a letter tomorrow. 

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