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Saturday, 8 August 2009
11:59:40 PM (GMT)
my secrets;; 

1. i'm popular. 
but i wasn't always like that. 
i was the loner, the one no one talked to. 
i hate who i've become. 
i talk about people behind their back. 
my grades are slipping in some subjects. 
i used to be so good in school, & always happy. 
i never used to care about what people thought about me. 
now i do all the time. 
a part of me wants to be that quiet loner again. 

2. i'm catholic. 
but i strongly believe in gay marriage. 
my friends laugh and joke about gays. 
it hurts every time. 
but no one will be on my side... 

3. i want to be pretty. 
i'm ugly. 
i want to be skinny and beautiful, 
the one all the girls are jealous of. 

4. my family is more messed up then everyone thinks. 
i'm pretty sure i was a mistake. 

5. i'm super emotional and sensitive, 
i just try my hardest to hide it. 
when something happens, 
i don't need people worrying about me. 
i'm not worth it. 

i dont know. 
my life is so confusing. 

[[^^my codename, hah.]]

JUNEJOY says :   9 August 2009   328746  
let's hope i don't know you.


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