Saturday, 8 August 2009
11:59:40 PM (GMT)
1. i'm popular.
but i wasn't always like that.
i was the loner, the one no one talked to.
i hate who i've become.
i talk about people behind their back.
my grades are slipping in some subjects.
i used to be so good in school, & always happy.
i never used to care about what people thought about me.
now i do all the time.
a part of me wants to be that quiet loner again.
2. i'm catholic.
but i strongly believe in gay marriage.
my friends laugh and joke about gays.
it hurts every time.
but no one will be on my side...
3. i want to be pretty.
i want to be skinny and beautiful,
the one all the girls are jealous of.
4. my family is more messed up then everyone thinks.
i'm pretty sure i was a mistake.
5. i'm super emotional and sensitive,
i just try my hardest to hide it.
when something happens,
i don't need people worrying about me.
i'm not worth it.
i dont know.
my life is so confusing.
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