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Friday, 7 August 2009
11:16:12 PM (GMT)
we're at the point of no return. 
we've been through so much,
and I love you. 
honestly, I do. you're always on my mind, and it fucks me up that you're not mine. 
I'm terrified of being yours though. 
I refuse to be hurt by you anymore. 
but I guess either way this is hurting me. 
we're too young for this, yknow?
we're too cliché.
we're bad for each other. 
I'm sorry. 
and honestly,
your apologies don't mean shit to me anymore. 
you are the reason I drag that razor down my wrist. the reason for everything. 
bipolar much? indeed. 
and thats why you supposedly love me. 
leave me alone, or make up your mind. 
I wish I could just hate you. 
now we're just screwed. 
fuck you. I love you. 
and this is what I've become.

JUNEJOY says :   8 August 2009   767752  
holy shit.
lmfao @ me for relating. 

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