Sunday, 31 May 2009
07:04:52 PM (GMT)
I don't think any of you much care,
but you know me... I'll tell you anyways...
My weekend was good in some ways...
But I think overall, it was bad.
As you shall soon find out.
If you're my friend...
You'll read it and help.
So Saturday, or yesterday, I went to the pool with Casey, Lucas, Luke, Collin,
Aleksa, Ashely, Sih, Nick, and Bradford.
So everyone knows I like Bradford. Big deal. I have a boyfriend, he has a girlfriend,
we can like each other, it'll be fine.
Or atleast that's what I thought. So I hung out at the pool, mainly with Lucas and
And then Lucas and Bradford left with the other Nick and Zach for their sub party.
Shortly later, Casey, Ashley, Sih, and I went to Ashley's house because we were all
spending the night there.
Ashley and Bradford are brother and sister, so naturally I was sorta happy about
We went home and changed, then went to Subway and met Bradford, Nick, and Zach
Then we all went back to Bradford and Ashley's house to hang out in the back yard.
I decided to check my facebook, and it said I had recieved a message from Dusty.
So naturally I told everyone within hearing range my boyfriend had actually decided
to message me.
So I go to my inbox, and the beginning of the message I can see before clicking it
"thats cool but I think we need to break up because..."
So then I got mad that the one time he talks to me, it's because he's breaking up
He said it was because it wasn't going anywhere,
and we never get to see each other.
I of all people know they were just stupid excuses.
He even said he found someone else.
But I saw it coming... Alot of my close friends know I saw it...
So I wasn't all suprised... But I was still angry, and hurt.
And so naturally, things come up that remind me of him and make me sad.
But anyways, of course I flirted with Bradford.
He's Bradford, I like him, he likes me, yeah...
So I'm spending the night at his house, and we're watching TV...
So I put my pillow on him and lay on him.
Which is really not all that bad, but everyone knew I was flirting with him, which is
fine by me.
And so eventually...
He puts his hand on my waist.
And then later, holds my hand.
Of course I'm happy he likes me, I like him...
But anyways, Casey, Bradford and I later are playing truth or truth...
And Casey asks him who he likes more, his girlfriend or me.
And he didn't know.
So he's stressing over all that...
So anyways, we fall asleep with my feet on him, in case his dad came in...
So we all woke up like 3 hours after I fell asleep.
And we all go back to sleep.
And I fall asleep with my head on his shoulder...
And when I wake up again, I wake him up, and we play video games.
And we hold hands again.
We were basically like a couple, but without... the couple...
But it just makes me more lonely, knowing that we like each other,
but we can't be together.
I'm talking to him right now on facebook,
and he's really stressing over it...
I feel so bad.
But he says it's not my fault...
So I guess it'll be ok...
I'll let him do what his heart says.
That was my weekend.
No pulling the truth, no nothing.
She was there...
Last edited: 1 June 2009