Friday, 1 May 2009
11:08:32 PM (GMT)
I'm finished .-.
I've finally done something that I'd never think I'd do.
I'm finished with this back and forth friendship with her D:
I'm not gonna deal with her laughing at me even when the convo was supposed to
I'm not gonna try to keep my mouth shut because It'd make a certain girl sad.
I'm finished with it all.
I've actually decided to just make new friends D:
But to be honest,
they're not very new .-.
This may sound incredibly stupid but I'm hanging out with some of the boys in my
I don't mean like going from one of them to another flirting,
I mean having male friends that I see everyday
I mean in science class I sit at their table just for the sake of laughing D:
The best thing about it is that Ivan and David are two people who are extremely nice
David's like an older brother and Ivan's hilarious and really nice.
And atleast they won't tell me to shut up when I try to speak. >>
My drama teacher is right (:
Maybe I will learn how to be a bit tougher and not be so much of a pushover anymore
These new friends are in my drama class also
like three of them actually. :0
So I've made this decision,
The nuisance has finally won.
And besides, I already realized that she's found her doormat.
And I really have no more strength to care anymore :0
But I think I've actually won in a way (:
This girl's not going to see me cry because I'm alone
I've found new friends,
And I've never felt so better laughing with them.
And you know what?
I walked home with Ivan today (:
we decided to walk together to our bus stops
we stopped at mines and he said goodbye and hugged me (:
I didn't have to fight my way to a hug,
he just gave me one and it's never felt so better. (:
I actually felt like this option has hope. (: