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Friday, 1 May 2009
11:08:32 PM (GMT)
I'm finished .-. I've finally done something that I'd never think I'd do. I'm finished with this back and forth friendship with her D: I'm not gonna deal with her laughing at me even when the convo was supposed to be private, I'm not gonna try to keep my mouth shut because It'd make a certain girl sad. I'm finished with it all. I've actually decided to just make new friends D: But to be honest, they're not very new .-. This may sound incredibly stupid but I'm hanging out with some of the boys in my class. I don't mean like going from one of them to another flirting, I mean having male friends that I see everyday I mean in science class I sit at their table just for the sake of laughing D: The best thing about it is that Ivan and David are two people who are extremely nice :0 David's like an older brother and Ivan's hilarious and really nice. And atleast they won't tell me to shut up when I try to speak. >> My drama teacher is right (: Maybe I will learn how to be a bit tougher and not be so much of a pushover anymore :o These new friends are in my drama class also like three of them actually. :0 So I've made this decision, I'm finished. The nuisance has finally won. And besides, I already realized that she's found her doormat. And I really have no more strength to care anymore :0 But I think I've actually won in a way (: This girl's not going to see me cry because I'm alone I've found new friends, And I've never felt so better laughing with them. And you know what? I walked home with Ivan today (: we decided to walk together to our bus stops we stopped at mines and he said goodbye and hugged me (: I didn't have to fight my way to a hug, he just gave me one and it's never felt so better. (: I actually felt like this option has hope. (: I've won.

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Oroborus21 says:   1 May 2009   187291  
good decision
 
‹burblegurm› says:   1 May 2009   361747  
Thank you :0
 
‹Ouran_<3› says:   1 May 2009   216839  
yay!!!!!!  :]  im happy for u i guess.  if making new friends is
better and so is dumping the old then go for it.  u shouldnt be
unhappy just so they can have a laff about it.
 
‹burblegurm› says:   1 May 2009   468263  
Thank you :]
 
‹A girl like me;; Impossible to find› says:   2 May 2009   383912  
 Kala, you deserve to be happy (:
You have a beautiful personality that shouldn't go to waste on this
bitch :x
I'm happy that you're happy.
<3
 
‹burblegurm› says :   5 May 2009   544817  
Sarah (:
One of the things that make me happy is the people that make me happy
(: Like you <3
I think my personality was more along the lines of patient but you're
right (:
EVen if I tried I'd just lose all over again.
I'm happy that you're happy that I' m happy and I'm getting to finally
see you after three longs days D8
 

 
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