Saturday, 14 February 2009
10:18:59 PM (GMT)
you make this hatedred bliss,
in your sick hipocrital ways.
you push me to another edge,
make me count down final days.
i debate this love-hate relationship,
though our times together grow fewer,
how could you drag me to this place?
you pull me from 11 months of saneness.
so put this desire for my blood to rest.
you were my everything,
the answer to my emptiness.
but you drag me down so deep.
Then cry my name and convince me to betray trust.
you scar me and scare me,
make me search through why i let you in my head.
you apologize and beg forgivness,
while you pull me into issolation,
wanting to throw you far way.
you used were my reason,
i replace you with these new friends,
less cold and harmful than you,
less than even i.
so i will take my chances,
take one more chance to cry
i'd rather let him in.
than let you watch me die.
Last edited: 20 February 2009