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Wednesday, 2 January 2008
03:48:32 AM (GMT)

In 2007 I turned 12. 
I had my first REAL boyfriend,
And made so many REAL friends,
I had my first REAL kiss.
I fell in love for the first time,
I got cheated on for the first time,
My heartbroke for the first time. 
I cried myself to sleep for the first time,
I cut myself for the first and last time,
I performed infront of an audience for the first time.
I had my 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th, 6th and 7th boyfriend,
But i still loved the 1st more than ever before.
I dumped my boyfriend,
And was hated by someone I cared about for the first time, 
I lost my best friend, 
And all my other friends had to leave. 
I was alone for the first time,
I didnt know how to handle.
In 2007 at midnight, 
A guy asked me out, 
I said yes,
He is still my boyfriend, 
I dont love him,
No where near as much as I loved my first.
My ex best friend ask me why,
I would go out with him,
If my heart belonged to another,
I said that I didnt want to be alone.
I needed someone to love me,
I said she could call me a slut,
That i didnt blame her if she did,
She said to me, 
Your not, I actually understand you.
Now I'm waiting for the start of my beginning,
Wishing this year is better then last.


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