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Meh..feeling low..Category: On Emo Farm
Sunday, 11 November 2007
11:12:02 PM (GMT)
Dear Nisshi (Diary..I think),
Song: The Art of Suicide - Emilie Autumn
Kawaii-Kun of the day: L from Death Note
Location: On Emo Farm

Things have been ok, I guess.

I went to the Zero Day Anime convention on Saturday, that was fun. But I didn't stay
long enough to see a band called the "Snags" perform, & I wanted to meet Amelie
Belcher..So I'm quite bummed. Even though I saw a Konan there & got a free hug, that
was pretty cool ^^.

Though lately I've been questioning stuff.. Stuff like, why are we here? What's my
purpose? Do I even HAVE a purpose? Things like that. Also, the whole "Is god
really real" thing has been bugging me too. -Sigh- Nothing makes sense in my life at
this moment. But that's only because I'm a teenager, therefore I've gone temporarily

I just realized, that I have no true friends in my life. The only people I hang out
with (which is like two or three) most likely pity my existence & feel sorry for me.
I can never find anyone to relate with, my mom won't listen to my questions of pure
curiosity. One of those questions: "Is God real?"..She simply dismisses it & goes
about her business as if I never asked. I hate it. I've also been questioning my
artistic skill. I know I'm not that good..on the other hand, I'm a mere 13 years of
age. I think I'm pretty good, but I still question wither those skills will flourish
or not. I don't know, but hopefully I'll be able to put my artistic mind to work

Oh, also I had the WEIRDEST dream..but that's for another time....

 Thanks for listening,
Isabelle, on Emo Farm

Camilleh says :   11 November 2007   962917  
I don't like the word 'emo farm'
But anyway, I'm not going to sit here && whine at you.
I think you need a hugg.
maybe that would work?
.___. idk.
i feel like that on a regular basis, so i understand.


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