Tuesday, 15 March 2016
05:31:02 PM (GMT)
My level of productivity at work today has been pretty minimal so far because for
whatever reason I woke up today compelled to revisit this damn place and I've spent
the morning looking through shit from like 7 years ago.
You know. Considering the fact that during that time in my life I was always either
overjoyed or thinking I was heartbroken and preparing to spend the rest of my life
alone, there were a lot of good memories here. Plenty of equally, if not more, shitty
ones. But yeah.
I had a couple of amazing friends on here. And even though, at times, they were the
entire reason I was upset, they were great. And really helped me start to figure out
who I am, which is still a work in progress but I'm closer than I've ever been. I
Something huge happened to me on here. And as much as I wish it never had, I can
completely and honestly say it doesn't bother me anymore. I never thought that would
So I guess what I'm getting at here is that this is a really weird combination of
uncomfortable and nostalgic. And for the friends I had here, even if we don't talk
anymore, I want to thank you for being here through a lot of weird times in my life.
And being so constant. I still think about you guys and wonder how you're doing. I
hope you're all the same awesome people, and succeeding in life and all that. I doubt
most of the people I'm thinking of will even see this, but if any of you do, you guys
have always meant a lot to me even if we didn't stay in touch. Keep doin' you.