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Well this is strange isn't itCategory: (general)
Tuesday, 15 March 2016
05:31:02 PM (GMT)
My level of productivity at work today has been pretty minimal so far because for
whatever reason I woke up today compelled to revisit this damn place and I've spent
the morning looking through shit from like 7 years ago.

You know. Considering the fact that during that time in my life I was always either
overjoyed or thinking I was heartbroken and preparing to spend the rest of my life
alone, there were a lot of good memories here. Plenty of equally, if not more, shitty
ones. But yeah. 

I had a couple of amazing friends on here. And even though, at times, they were the
entire reason I was upset, they were great. And really helped me start to figure out
who I am, which is still a work in progress but I'm closer than I've ever been. I
think. 

Something huge happened to me on here. And as much as I wish it never had, I can
completely and honestly say it doesn't bother me anymore. I never thought that would
happen.

So I guess what I'm getting at here is that this is a really weird combination of
uncomfortable and nostalgic. And for the friends I had here, even if we don't talk
anymore, I want to thank you for being here through a lot of weird times in my life.
And being so constant. I still think about you guys and wonder how you're doing. I
hope you're all the same awesome people, and succeeding in life and all that. I doubt
most of the people I'm thinking of will even see this, but if any of you do, you guys
have always meant a lot to me even if we didn't stay in touch. Keep doin' you.

Comments 
YourEddieBear says:   15 March 2016   264738  
I peeked at your facebook. you seem to be doing well in life. you
have a nice boyfriend. your job seems to be doing great. I wonder if
you ever went skydiving. you are as beautiful as always. best wishes
to you, even if you hate me for some reason.
 
saralyn247 says:   16 May 2017   362289  
@YourEddieBear 

"For some reason", oh fuck you. Yeah my life is fucking great. I have
a great job which I love and I'm so fucking happy with where my life
is headed in spite of the misery that was my early teenage years
because of you. You are the most arrogant piece of shit human being I
have ever had the misfortune of interacting with and I am disgusted
by
the fact that you think you can just wish me well as if you didn't
fucking solicit inappropriate, and that's putting it lightly, photos
of my 12ish year old self which then ended up publicly displayed on
the internet. And you called it fucking art? Yeah okay. Was that
before or after you sent me that unsolicited photo of your dick that
I'm still convinced was the tip of your finger? 

I get so much joy from the fact that you'll have no idea of the piece
of art my life becomes, and the fact that it has nothing to do with
you. 
 
saralyn247 says:   19 June 2017   917650  
@YourEddieBear 
so no response eh
Thought so 
 
YourEddieBear says :   20 June 2017   304615  
sounds like you got off your chest whatever you needed to. no
response was required or asked for. like I said I wish you well in
life.
 

 
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