Saturday, 9 August 2014
10:25:11 PM (GMT)
I've gotten that familiar feeling of my heart being wrenched out of my body again
And I thought I left that behind
I know feeling this way towards our sexual predicament is idiotic
But now I don't know what's next
Last night you didn't even act like you did before when I brought up that kiss thing
Like you avoided it
Is this what our meeting came to?
Will you not even hug me anymore?
I thought this was the real thing
That I could stop that heart breaking search
I just didn't want to say anything to scare you off
I could feel a connection when I saw your face and that first message
It was only slight, but it was still there.
And it grew.
Idk. I thought I might have finally found my prince
And I told people that
Hell, nothing could bring me down then.
Is this just a tantalizing dream in front of me that I'll have to forget?
And spend 3 months depressed and locked away?
Because idk. This might kill me inside.
Last edited: 9 August 2014