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Monday, 18 February 2013
03:39:53 PM (GMT)
So, it's 2:36 PM on Monday, February 18, 2013.
The first thing I did when I woke up this morning was weigh myself.
Okay, I lied. That was the second thing I did. The first thing I did was rid my body
of any waste.
When I stepped on the scale, I weighed 115.6.
I reached my first goal weight about a week and a half ago. 120.
I thought I would be happy once I got there.
Not even close.
So, I lowered it to 115.
What next?
Will 95 be good enough for me?
No, it's still not good enough.
I will never be good enough.

‹Ⓐnn4☯L0vΣ☣› says :   18 February 2013   778321  
Currently, right now, I'm 115.0. You know, each year I lower my goal
"This year, I'm going to be 113." or "This year I'm going to be 100!"
And I'm always discouraged when I don't make it. 
In the past few months, I came to a realization. I'm perfectly fine.
(Nonetheless it took me 4 years to come to this but eh). I don't need
to be pencil thin like those edited pictures the media posts. 
I'm not trying to preach to you, but, I'm just saying.. I've been
there and now I'm here. I know the same will happen to you... Maybe
not tomorrow or next month.. But it will.


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