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Im Becoming Me AgainCategory: (general)
Friday, 23 November 2012
06:41:51 PM (GMT)
Dustin, you promisedme you'd always love me. you promised you would always be there
forme. i trusted you, and i looked up to you. You were my role model. Then she came
intothe picture and you let her chose for you. the girl you barely knew decide who
you loved. You listened to her choice, you took 2 weeks of her over 8 months of us.
The only questiion I have for you is: why do you hate ME for what YOU did? Now im
scared of you, i know you could easily hurt me again as easily as you have. Im
scaredto go to school. I even started cutting because of you. Well tonight after some
thinking, im finally going to stand up andbe who i really am, the person you used to
love, and can no longer have. im going to rise above and become a better person. im
going tomake my own decisions from now on and im going to text who i want to text now
and you cant stop me. Sure shes prettier and thinner than me, but ihavesomething
she'll never haveand that your gunna miss, PERSENALITY. I'm sorry youhad to lose your
head from mind over matter, but you lost. Im becoming me.

‹Alicia Greene› says:   23 November 2012   815894  
O.o wow thats deep.
WazUpGuppies says:   23 November 2012   779510  
yeah. i needed to get it out while remaining semi annonomous
‹Alicia Greene› says:   24 November 2012   572314  
Oh I see. Kupika is a great place to rant isn't it just?
WazUpGuppies says :   24 November 2012   466639  
yeah it is


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