Thursday, 19 April 2012
03:13:19 PM (GMT)
A really rough time right now. Emotinally really, other then that everythings
alright for the most part.
As most of you should know, I have a boyfriend. And he is the only one I've ever had
sex with, with sex comes a lot of responsblity. I have been on birth control for
years, at first it was because my period was annoying, and then it was because I had
a boyfriend I was having sex with. But recently I've been having problems. I was
always on the pill, but I've been busy so I wanted to switch to something I diddnt
have to remember everyday. So I got on nuvaring. Everything was going good, until I
started getting sick and like I had the flu. My doctor blamed it on the birth
control, but it lasted for weeks so he put me on something else. The patch, it did
the same thing. So we've been looking for a birth control Im not "allergic" to.
Right now Im on Mirena, or how ever you spell it, so far, so good. I havnt gotten
sick, I havnt had werid cravings, I havnt been tired and moody.
But, my doctor said that I could have decreased fertility becasue of this. :/ So when
I actually want babies I might not be able to.
I dont understand a whole lot of this, and Im not even sure whats real and whats not
right now, Im just all kinds of upset. Ross is staying with me, and he wont leave my
side because he's worried about me but I'm not sure what to do anymore. I dont know
if we should just use condems all the time or what... I dunno.
I'm sorry Im not going to be posting many stories until I feel better, But I ahve
them on hold. I will try and get them done as soon as I can. <3
Right now Im going to go cuddle with my gays, eat lots of food and watch TLC.