Saturday, 17 March 2012
01:34:00 AM (GMT)
I've never liked another soul, barely myself.
I've never felt this way before.
And it scares me.
I don't know why my breathe leaves me when I think of you.
I don't know why my heart smiles when I see your name.
I don't know why my mind races with thoughts when we talk.
I don't know why my tummy flutters when I talk about you.
I don't know at all!
It feels odd and I don't like it!
But, then again, I do.
I like that you're the only thing I think about during studies and lessons.
I like that you're the last thing on my mind before I go to sleep.
I like that you're the first thing on my mind when I wake up.
I like that you're my reason for smiling.
I like that I like you.
I think I like you.
I wish you weren't so far away.
I know this is stupid.
And everything else meaning pointless, but damn, I just want you to know I suppose.
You're my first crush.
And that's great to me!
Because you're amazing and wonderful and the way we are so alike is just incredible!
But, I ruin everything, and I'm pretty sure I ruined our friendship.
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