Thursday, 1 March 2012
06:10:42 PM (GMT)
so today i binged and couldn't purge.
so i decided to have a shit day and make up for it in the future.
and i've always heard if you're bulimic or you purge eventually you'll get to a point
where if you burp with a full stomach you'll puke in your mouth..
never thought it would happen to me..
maybe i can learn to hands free purge now that it has.
my life goals are sick.
on another note, i had an overall good day.
wore orange and bared my cut up arms at school for self harm awareness day.
spoke in front of the class without anything prepared.
one girl texted me and told me it was incredible and i'm really strong.
another, ex-cutter, thanked me.
my teacher said i'm really brave + awesome.
another teacher told me i'm incredibily intelligent.
my math teacher didn't ride my ass for being absent.
got my science textbook after a month into term.
had someone to ditch gym with.
started our space unit in science. i love space.
besides the fact i've eaten around 1400 calories today, and i don't plan on stopping,
it's been a good fucking day.